al-fatihah buat sahabat kita, saudara mohd.hafizuddin rani @ jidin...

(artikel ni aku cut dr buletin board kat friendster)

KUALA TERENGGANU, a Polytechnic student was killed while his friend was seriously injured when their motorcycle was involved in an accident with a car at Km105, Kuala Terengganu-Kuantan road Wednesday morning. The victim Mohd Hafizuddin Rani, 21, who suffered serious bodily injuries and a severed right leg died at the Kuala Terengganu Hospital eight hours after admission. His friend Mahadi Othman, 22, whose right leg was almost severed, is receiving treatment at the hospital. Both students from Politeknik Dungun in Terengganu were believed to be on their way to their campus when the accident occurred at about 1.05 am. However, Aidil Shahri Shamsuddin, 26, the driver and two others in the car, Hassan Wang, 20, and Afzan Muafiz Mohamad, 19, all from Kampung Telaga Papan, Kertih, were not injured. State Public Order and Traffic Chief Supt Farid Mahmud said the accident was believed to have happened when Aidil lost control after overtaking a car. Farid said Aidil had tried to avoid an iguana on the road after overtaking, but lost control and hit the motorcycle. The impact caused both Mohd Hafizuddin and pillion rider Mahadi to be thrown off their motorcycle.

thanks sharaf... ni ader lagi satu...

a'kum sumer....aku n kwn2 lain kat trg br ziarah kubur arwah pg td(jumaat pg).sempat dgr cite dr pak sdare arwah...katanya arwah bonceng ngan member....yg sedihnya driver perdana tu MABUK!arwah putus kaki kanan kat situ gak....meninggal pg rabu 8.45....dr. kata mmg tipis....member arwah koma tp dah sedar skang...kaki kanan kena potong coz hancur....tu jek kot aku mampu ckp...insyaAllah ptg ni kitaorg pegi bukak poser kat rmh atok arwah n tahlil skali....Al-fatihah untuk arwah...

yg ihsan drpd suraya..

aku dpt tahu pun drpd bai, budak homeroom aku, walaupun pada mulanya die bagi aku info salah, tp tak pe lah, dah di betul kan dah selepas itu, terasa sebak juga rasa hati walaupun aku tak berapa rapat sgt ngan arwah. pada pandangan aku arwah seorang yg boleh bawa bincang, borak borak, happy go lucky..tak kisah ape nak jadi dgn die janji kawan kawan utama dulu. seorang yg mmg lawak..tak kering gusi kalau duduk sebelah die. cuma bila aku dgr lagu amok = dikir rambong kot, aku pun tak baper sure, tapi lagu tu mmg hits masa kite spm dulu, mesti aku teringat die, kapla, pakdin tgh bergendang nyanyi lagu tu..cukup lagu cukup irama la diorang nyanyi, tak de rasa tak best langsung, kalau pakcik cafe tu pasang radio, disuruhnya pasang lagu kuat kuat......

al- fatihah utk arwah jidin, semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempat kan di kalangan org org yg beriman..amin

arghh....hari yg ke 9 posa ... makin lama aku simpan makin parah pulak, aku pun tak tau apesal menyirap sgt darah aku bile pikir pikir balik menatang. macam tak der guna jugak, tp aku nyer baran cepat sejuk, so lepah ni maybe dah ok kot(?)
org cakap tak serupa bikin...org anggap diri macam bagus...org yg 2 muka...org yg nak semua org ikut cakap dia...and the list is go on.. aku tak specific kan kepada sesapa, tp cuma sape terasa tu pandai pandai la, sendri mau ingat la,
tolonglah buat aper yg ko cakap, jgn main lepas ikut sedap mulut jer, atleast pegang pada pendirian ko, ni dah cakap, pastu tak buat!macam mana org nak respect ko?! arini ko cakap lain, besok ko buat lain..macam mana tu?
yg anggap diri tu cam bagus sgt tu aku tak kisah sgt, pasal tak der la aku cakap yg aku ni gile bagus, so aku boleh nak rasa marah kat org yg nak rasa cam bagus jugak. cuma yg buat mendidih tu semua benda ko cakap tak best, semua benda ko cakap poyo, abih tu ape benda yg tak gampang yg korang boleh buat?jgn cakap sesetengah bende je..nanti dah sama macam cakap tak serupa bikin lak.lepas tu ko punya alasan, pergh...syabas cukup kagum..tak sangka lak boleh berucap..
2 muka mmg dr dulu lagi aku cukup tak suka, org macam ni, dulu kata lain, skang kata lain,tau. jenis tak de pendirian. kat org ni kata lain, belakang org ni kata lain, kire senang citer macam gini la . ' kenapa ko tak tegur si tawil tu?bukan ko dulu baik ke ngan die time muda muda dulu?' kata si A, jawab B' alah,malas aku nak tegur dier dah,dulu aku kawan ngan dier pun saje saje nak dapat benefit, ala, die kan anak tokey minyak..' ha..aku siap buat situasi lagi, lebih kurang macam ni la,tp tak semestinya anak tokey minyak yg kene..byk gak 'mangsa' lain..
selama aku belajar membesar ni, aku tak kisah ikut cakap org sgt, kengkadang tu aku pedulik ape, kalau tak de effect kat aku. tp kalau ader effect kat aku aku mula la melompat. tp kalau menda yg org tu cakap betul kene batang idung aku aku tak kisah, mmg salah aku, nak buat cam ne, tp kalau mende mende bodoh ni..cukup hangin. org yg macam gini dier akan suruh ko buat jugak tak kisah lah macam mana ko nak buat janji hidup dier senang. aku peduli aper.. kawan kawan merangkap balachi balachi aku byk bertebaran kat bawah aku..aku duk rilek sambil gelak gelak jer la..hhahahah.. lebih kurang macam tu la kot.
td masa aku start tulis, aku duk rasa hangin lagi, dah abih ni dah tak rasa sangat lagi, dah cool down dikit, so sesape yg terasa, firstly aku mintak maaf la (terasa nak mintak maaf la pulak) , dah la, dah kuyu mata ni..kang nak bangun sahur lagi.chiow.........

lepas 'bersuka ria' dgn Cpt.Fuad,nak gi makan lak..lapo..hahaha

company visit : 13/10/2004 : with Cpt. Fuad

first day of ramadhan..i 'm sitting in front of my comp after sahur..just cornflake, and cup of cuppocino...i wonder what i gonna have for my berboka??

haha..anyway td batchmate aku ader perjumpaan ngan Cpt. Fuad a.k.a boss bahagian cadet training. dier dtg nak tgk kitorang kat sini, borak pasal besa besa jer..tp setelah sethn tak jumpa dier(ala setakat nih bukan nya selalu jumpa pun, jumpa pun masa gi report kat opis amik duit claim) hahaha, anyway, macam macam borak, mende pasal future kitorang kat MISC and the future of LNG for maybe the next 20 -30 years. well, it's seem like the path of my career is on the right track..yehaa..tp nak gak keje shore..tp tgk la macam mana..tgk pada keadaan dan situasi. according to what have he said, around 2008 , there will be 30 LNG vessels operate round the world, compare to now days, only 18 up and running. heheyg 18 biji ni pun tak der org nak naik, lagi la dah 30 biji, tu nak tambah lagi 10, mmg tenyata terjamin kehidupan aku..hahaha,tak yah pikir nak cari keje dah, lagi pun kene ngan contract 10 thn(which gonna start next year and i looking fwd for it) tak kisah sgt la..and dier ader bincang pasal futher study utk 2nd class kat sini, dier suruh piki dah, but i think it too soon for me, even the 4th class beat the shit out of me,ni nak pikir 2nd class dah? anyway as i now standing at the begining of the steps towards my career..'must pass the 4th class oral first' stated at the poster at my table..hahaha,some motivation haa?fucked off.. abih abih tu standard la, sesi bergambaq pulak..aku leh tak bawak kemera la pulak..nasib baik si ajoey bawak..slambe tangkap tgh tgh yard tu..semua mat salleh pelik,dgn yg terusha usha macam kat sarkas lak aku rasa..hahha..anyway nanti aku letak..malas nak tulis dah..ni pun pakai komp member aku..komp aku tgh tunggu ram...hahaha,cilakak ebay..lambat la pulak dier nak sampai..aku dah mati kutu ni wes..cepat cepat..

p/s: wes aimi, censorship kat site aku dah kene buang..tu yg dah tak der bintang..anyway slamber jer ko sound aku..hahaha(gelak jahat)hahahhaaha

arghh...just keep my brain fill in by this marine engineering stuff that we had all week, abg bur also seems like to been really f****d his brain all out, as what have he said in his site, but for what i'm know, not only him that been effected by this syndrom missing brain cells, all of us have the symptom lately..hahaha, been kinda sewel lately is just a normal routine for this guys (or it just me??). yeah right..it's kinda tough for us ( except for dan..aku ulang kate bur..cilakak ciner) even some of us cought flu and not feeling very well during their oral, aper lagi meleleh ayaq idung.. haha, some of us think it is because of the climate change, but still some joke come right through it. last week, one of my senior, (not really my senior,their batch have finished their courses here when my batch arrived) now served as 4th engineer on board, just come to say hello, er...actualy he just want to met his girlfriend here in uk. which part, i dunno lah.. don't ask.. he not only bring the free duty things from malaysia (hehe, guess what?) but also the flu from malaysia.. hey just bring the things mates, not the flu.. haha, anyway he is a nice guy...just coming off his 2nd ship, have a holiday for about 2-3 month, and just decided to buy a ticket to england and come to see his girlfriend.. i just wondered that this guy mesti tak luak duit ni,hehhe bile la aku nak rasa duit tak luak..slamber jer jalan jalan oversea, keje tak sampai sthn..haha..woit,keep dreaming, oral tadi pun sap sap soi jer..nak pikir nak kire duit,chit...

arghh...wish me luck..again

argh..aper la yg aku jawab ngan Mr. Dowie tadi pun aku tak tau...mengelabah gile aku mengadap dier.. first aku mmg macam boleh jawab, tp biler dier dah tanya pasal boiler water treatment,cara nak buat bile level hydrazin ker,level phosphate ke naik aper aku nak kene buat,aku dah nganga..boleh blank lak aku, rasa macam tak terfikir aku, kenapa la aku boleh terlupa keyword 'BLOWDOWN BOILER' !!!! aku rasa die upset giel ngan aku,jawab pun sepatah sepatah pastu senyap...dah terus blank..sampai dier boleh cakap ngan aku yg aku tak buat preparation nak jumpa dier..argh...dah la idung beringus..aku dah down giler dah tadi utk first 30 minutes...ilang abih confident..tah mana gi pun aku tak tau.. tp lepas tu aku try balik jawab semua soalan dier, and ok la..dier pun puas hati ngan semua jawapan aku, dan dier kasi aku pass utk assestment kali ni, dier tanya aku kenapa masa memula tadi jawab tah hapa hapa? aku tersengih tak der jawapan...aku pun pikir balik, toya nyer..kalau blank depan examiner nanti, once ko dah ter.. uk.. ak.. i think..maybe..not sure..semua tu..mmg dier akan tarik la soalan tu lagi dalam..biler soalan basic pun ko dah ternganga..mmg susah ko nak built up balik confident..nasib baik la aku lepas tadi.tp Mr.Dowie td mmg baik..aku rasa kalau kene ngan examiner lain,mmg aku kene repeat balik la unit ni..jawab tah hapa hapa memula..nasib baik..kang nak pikir pasal ship stab lak...

scary uh??

an early morning for me, as me look out through my windows, all i can see is rain pouring from the sky, just like every other day in my days at here. i remembered when i was a little boy, my mom used to wake me up, as me very 'liat' nak bangun. hehe, and she will make me a poshed egg, with toast just to alas perut, but when it's raining i said to my mum, tanak gi sekolah, ujan!! hehe, and there i was, kene marah la,this continued until i in kuching and jasin, if the rain pours in the morning, suddenly my malas conquered my mind and body, as one of my ustazah have said to my class back in 1996, semua nya m.a.l.a.s rajin!! it take me a whole courage to make me get up from the bed.just like a lazy cat..lying around dunno what to do except eating and sleeping..and also memboyot kan perut.. but to me, or i think everybody in my school, is very exited if we got rain in early morning, because, the morning assembly will be canceled. haha what a say to start with, no assembly..hehe, as i tought when i leave jasin there will be no more morning assembly for me, but bad luck..alam also got it's own morning fall in..it's even worse. and the punishment to not showed up in the fall in, is unimaginable..hehehe, suke suke deme la nak bagi aper kalau tak gi fall in..hehe, at jasin, the one who caught late or not even coming to the assembly, will be ask stand up in front of the astaka, as it said just to give shame to this guys, (standard laa, laki, masa tu la yg nak jaga saham nyer pun..kene lak berdiri depan pompuan pasal buat salah,hehemalu woo) but it all just a bitter but sweet memory, as i don't have any morning class this week (i think so) let just go back under my goood ol' gebar...hehe

eliow... i just want to updates for the new month entry..i like reading about people thoughts on their site..and some of it make laugh,but some of it even 'kene batang idung aku balik'...but it really hit below the belt,mates!! the words, the idea, even the political issues..it just make sense..it's not like these people just said what on their mind, but didn't have enuff ball to do it..it just like..'berani cakap berani buat la..jgn cakap tak serupa bikin' hehe. aku suka baca kalau ader yg debat pasal political issues..walaupun aku ni tak baper suker sgt politik..but i still enjoy reading something about it, no offends to pro-gov or any other die hard fans, aku mmg tak suker pegi ceramah ke aper ker kalau yg ader sangkut paut, pasal aku cakap terus terang aku tak paham menatang aper yg deme duk cakap, sebab tu aku suker baca artikel jer dr dgr org citer, pasai org citer ni lebih byk kepada unsur lisan, ader tokok tambah nyer..hehehe, atleast bertambah sikit aku nyer knowledge, rasa cam best jer baca buah fikiran deme ..ader yg bagus..ader yg bolayan la..,tp byk boleh pakai sebenarnya..so pandai pandai la cari site-site tu..ader byk..bila baca, baru boleh kasi bijak sikit aku yg slow ni..hahaha..

eliow..malam ni aku rasa bosan giler.. so membuang le masa bosan aku dgn menulis mende alah ni bg membuang masa kosong. hahaha..org selalu yg zaman sekolah zaman plg best bagi dier, ader jugak yg tak sokong, tp bagi aku time tu la aku belajaq jadi org. macam macam mender yg aku buat and byk giler pengalaman yg aku tak leh lupa, itu pendapat aku, yg aku kurang setuju ni, kalau ader yg menyuarakan pendapat yg kata buat aper nak ingat time sekolah? macam best giler...lantak dier la nak kata cam tu, tp aku still tak setuju, lantak aku la pulak tak nak setuju. yg cakap time sekolah buat macam macam, langgar rules. duk bincang pasal rete mende, buat mende tak pekdah ngan kawan kawan yg ko rasa skang ni tak payah kontek lagi, borak mender tah hapa hapa. tp bile skang ko dah rasa ko berjaya( tak tau la, aku still kat bawah lagi,org lain dunno), ko cakap buat aper nak ingat mender cam tu, tak yah nak kontek kawan kawan lama, tak yah gi gathering batch. aper ingat dah glemer sgt ker, aku rasa bile cakap cengitu,saper pun tak nak jumpa. bagi aku mender meder yg buat kat sekolah tu la mematang kan aku, mmg la masa kat sekolah dulu ko manjang borak pasal awek/balak, rumah ko besar tak, ader swimming pool semua, tp tak ker bile ko ingat balik mender tu la yg akan buat ko tergelak, yg menunjuk kan ko skang dah ader improvement dr segi kematangan ko( tak tau la kalau still borak mender bodoh macam kat sekolah lagi) tak saper boleh matang tanpa ader pengalaman dan pengaruh dr kengkawan. lagi satu yg aku kurang senang pasai kalau yg ader yg nak buat gath, mesti ader la sorang dua yg buat gampang. tak kisah kalau ko ader hal, nak buat camner kalau ko mg ader hal, pentingkan dulu ko nyer study, tp kalau buat buat ader hal and tanak dtg gath pasal rasa cam poyo and tak macho...ni adelah org org yg aku cukup kurang senang. biler dah macam ni, lantak ko la, aku tak kisah. ader gak yg aku respect pasai semangat dier, mcm member aku ni dak koleg, mmg best batch dier. aku yg tak satu sekolah ngan dier rasa cam best jer bebudak batch dier. aku rasa tiap tiap thn ader gath. semua cam memberi sumbangan, yg lain aku tak tau la, mmg sempoi. tu la, ader yg suker bile dpat jumpa member member lama, tp ader gak yg rasa lebih baik jumpa beruk sarkas dr jumpa budak batch dier...