kikukakukekura....a never ending story

2006-12-01T14:22:00.000+08:00

wasai...apesal cuti aku kali rasa best??aku pun tak tau..sebab aku leh raya kat darat??tp tu dah sebulan yg lepas, and to be honest, aku tak rasa best sgt raya kat darat skang..tak tau nape.. rasa macam byk bende yg missing..tah le...tgk la thn depan macam mana..rasa macam best kot..harap harap..
cuti kali ni aku rasa aku byk gile berjalan.sampai ayah aku sound,hehehe susah nak tgk duk umah skang ek??aku pun rasa macam tu...tp aku jalan bukan suka suka..ade keje la..keje aper?rahsia..nanti nanti aku bagitau..hahaha..tgk wayang pun byk gak..tp plg sempoi aku rasa the red kebaya..superb !!!tp aku tak tau la macam mana tah penonton penonton kat mesia ni buta kot..ade ke nana tanjung tu cakap best...habih mengeletek la kot bile gi tgk..ade yg sampai buat statement kat paper yg citer tu tahap 5 bintang..sewel ape?pastu aku baca kat paper, aku tak ingat paper mana(serius aku tak ingat, bukan nak cover ass aku) yg cakap red kebaya ni citer tah hape hape???ni wartawan yg mmg buat sipnosis cerita tiap tiap minggu ni...aku pun pikir macam mana la mamat ni pun leh bengong..siap buat comparison ngan nana tanjung...macam mana la nak maju...aku cadang kan gi la tgk red kebaya tuh..jalan citer dier slow and steady...tak de la bende merepek yg diulang ulang...lepas ni aku looking fwd nak tgk citer tentang bulan ngan cinta..cinta tu macam best...maybe aku tgh angau kot..hahahahhaha........calooo

2006-10-23T18:08:00.000+08:00

ekor ekor ikan yg sempat ditangkap gambarnya...

somewhere beyond the sea...2006

denndang perantau.........

2006-10-16T19:11:00.000+08:00

hua hua hua hua...aku dgn ini terbayang bayang akan pasar ramadhan yg lama gile aku tak gi...lampu ketupat bergantungan di tepi jalan...lagu hail amir dan uji rahid...kuih 'tunjuk'...org putus jari...lelongan di malam raya....ape lagi ek...
ape ape pun, i will coming back to mesia today, anybody want duit raya..boleh ..boleh blah..bagi aku duit raya takpe..so anyhow..sesape nak datang beraya kat umah..boleh dtg..janji call aku..kalau tak bagi makan serdak kuih ngan air bujang ajer...hahahah...chiow..and ramadhan kareem

untuk peringatan shaja...

2006-05-19T11:22:00.000+08:00

Melayu mudah lupa

Melayu mudah lupa

Melayu mudah lupa

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya dipijak

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya retak

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya teriak

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya haprak

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya kelas dua

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya hina

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya sengketa

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya derita

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya kerdil

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya terpencil

Tiada daulat

Tiada maruah

Tiada bebas

Melayu mudah lupa

Melayu mudah lupa

Melayu mudah lupa
Sejarah bangsanya yang lena
Tanah lahirnya yang merekah berdarah

Ingatlah

Ingatlah

Ingatlah

Wahai bangsaku
Jangan mudah lupa lagi
Kerana perjuanganmu belum selesai.

Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad = Perhimpunan Agung UMNO = 23 June 2001

heh?

2006-05-19T01:18:00.000+08:00

harap harap tak jadi macam ni le nanti......nanti tu bile ek??hahah

p/s: aku macam penah nampak gambaq ni dlm paper or magazine, and this picture won prize or something, but after i seen it when on the net, macam tak caya je mamat yg menang tuh yg tangkap gambaq ni, even kalau aku jumpa first gambaq ni, and hantaq je peraduan tuh, senang senang je boleh menang, kan? but aku suspect ajer, kalau betul betul la, kalau salah salah la..hehehe.... chiow...

The day where greed of power makes its point..

2006-04-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

I caught my eyes on a late documentary movie last night while I was waiting for nou camp to kick off, on which I found it rather interesting..The devastating 'battle of the chernobyl' that some said 'it like a war, unlike others, this time we fight invisible enemy'. The effect of the war still can be see after 20 years, and will go on for hundred more years, to be exact; 285 years, if I'm correct, and some even said maybe for 900 hundred years more. The situation was devastating, as been shown on the documentary. As the day gone by, the Russian miners; who dig a tunnel and a space below the reactor no.4, with no ventilation, the 'liquidaters'; nick name to the armies that been told to clean up the mess, and get 150gm of vodka at every meal as bonus, and the 'bio-robot'; a bunch of reserve armies that been ask to clean up graphite and uranium on the rooftop of the reactor, which earn each one of them a certificate of great job and a 100 rubles, (at that time 1 ruble = 1 usd) in which got the most radiation of all, have been remembered for all their great job and they become heroes..not to their country..but to the world.

as one of the bio-robot said, 'we need to get the job done, because if we don't do it, who else can? even if in the end of the day, it may cost our life'.....

and a view from a bikers...(??)

pirate mata buta

2006-04-27T16:59:00.000+08:00

AT THE LOGIN SCREEN: A message stating ‘This copy of Windows is not genuine’ will be permanently tattooed to the bottom righthand corner of the login screen.

damn, macam mana ni bur...bukak bukak komp dah tau sokong pirate???

merepek pasl tgh sangap!!

2006-04-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

ape aku nak merepek hah, lama gile dah aku tak merepek, bukan takde bahan, or mmg aku takde bende nak menulis. haha..i'm not a writer nor a story teller, but some times my story just keep coming and coming..haha.. skang aku tgh cuti..actually cuti dah abih pun, makan gaji buta ajer skang nih..tak nak panggil aku naik kapal tak dak hal punya, tunggu la, dlm minggu depan kene cari kapal jugak nih. tak boleh maa, nanti lari timing, byk programe lari nanti, ikut kan aku nak bodek opis naik kapal minggu nih, tp aku call tak angkat angkat pun, haha, mcm la try byk kali, setakat try dua tiga kali ajer buat aper..hua hua hua.. anyway, i'm gonna miss alot this time of year, byk gilak kot. tak tau la, since aku pun dah jarang lepak kl, bukan aper, tadak geng. busan la lepak sengsorang, org keje, aku cuti, org cuti aku lak ader tgh laut, bodo..and kunun nye masa turun kapal ari tuh nak layan movie kat wayang la, skali dr start cuti sampai abih nih aku rasa dua kali ajer aku gi wayang, skali kat kl, skali kat kuantan, kat kuantan citer fuck up la, tah aper citer tah, fire wall kot. kurang best la, tak menyesal kot tak tgk, lagi satu aku tgk last rerun memoir of the geisha, aku layan ngan cousin aku. beria beria ajak aku layan citer nih, bukan tak nak tgk, aku nyer pendapat, buat aper nak layan citer yg jalan citer dier quite heavy kat wayang yg telah pun dilengkapi oleh sistem audio terhebat masa kini?! baik layan movie tuh in 3 month time because sudah tentu la ader official dvd. maybe less that that. bukan aku pro dvd or anti-wayang-isme (skang kan semua ayat ayat bombastik nak kene letak - isme) but i prefer with a cossy bean bag and a mug full of something sweet, in my room, to watch this kind of genre. lain la kalau citer citer yg start start je dah ade tembak menembak..that what we should spent rm10( mahal kot lagi skang, pasal minyak dah naik kan, semua bena naik harga), and some popcorn + pepsi, at the cinema. aku sokong keganasan....tidak sama sekali, but i just like to HEAR what i SEE. sure superb punya la, tp kene la tgk kat panggung yg bemutu tinggi, ni nak layan citer macam tu, gi colloseum buat aper, gi panggung wayang odean buat aper, ni satu lagi, ade kat kampung aku, smile cineplex, wtf is smile??nak cari bapuk kat colloseum boleh la.

sebab lagi satu aku tgk citer macam tuh kat wayang pasal speaker yg aku ader skang ni kurang power la, so dah pecah pecah kalau layan kuat kuat, lagi satu umah aku selalu ade budak kecik, nak kene marah ke kalau pasang kuat kuat, dey.. satu lagi citer yg aku tak tgk kat wayng is citer melayu, aku tak sokong industri perfileman melayu kalau cerita semua main tangkap muat ajer, buat ape nak byr 10 ringgit untuk tgk org buat lawak bodoh yg mmg kengkadang a bit too much. seriously la,kengkadang aku baca paper, tgk tv, org kata citer citer mcm tuh diorang bagi 5/5 star..seriosly, R U BLIND AND FUCKING STUPID???aku bukan la movie fan sgt, but i know yg mana permata yg mana kaca, (pergh, bermadah madah plak...apply masuk ask la lepas nih...)aku ingat dulu ader la kot satu statistic yg bollywood buat 3 movie per day secara purata, kalau korang rasa aku kenceng, boleh terima kot, psl aku tak ingat figure yg betul, and kesahihan stat nih, but aper yg aku nak cakap kat sini is diorang buat movie macam buat kuih nak jual hari hari.tak kira la asal kuih tu, (e.g karipap la) hengot bengot ke, kurang masin ke, terlebih pedas ke, yg tukang jual tu aper peduli, janji dier dpt buat jualan nanti, pasal dier ader letak bunga-bunga dan kumbang-kumbang yg menjdai rebutan ramai sebagai hadiah sampingan kalau beli karipap dier psl dier tau ramai org naik gila kalau nak tgk benda ni ajer, and pasal dier tau karipap dier ramai org melecur lidah yg beli, psal aper melecur lidah yg beli, pasal tak tau rasa mana yg sedap.tukan gjual tu akan cakap 'sya dah buat sehabis baik, sekarang terpulang pada peminat eh, pembeli utk membeli kuih sya' . so skang saper yg bodoh, tukang beli ke tukang jual? and kat sini pun adr yg buat movie tangkap muat ajer, buat citer bodoh yg mana bersambung sambung sequel nyer, tp dier nyer jalan citer sama, anak org kaya nak kawin ngan anak miskin, tak boleh, pastu mak budak laki ader sejarah silam ngan ayah budak pompuan, pastu nari nari kat tamn bunga..wtf man,mencemar betul la citer citer macam nih, tambah pulak ngan citer citer aksi terhebat abad ini, kununnye la. shit man,. setakat ko cepat kan reel tuh , and letupan yg tak nampak real, damn..better aku spend rm7 la beli benda lain la...

but not all, citer melayu aku nyampah. ulang suara...bukan semua citer melayu yg aku menyampah, aku penah suka karya erma fatimah and aziz m osman. but recently, aku tawar.. and also maybe because ader ramai pengarah yg beraliran kiri kot, a new type of pengarah, such as bernard chauly, syed azidi (persona nan grata), and yasmin ahmad. film macam diorang nih aku boleh layan. bila aku tgk citer diorang nih aku rasa aku tgk malaysia at international level kot, bukan macam citer komedi yg tah hapa hapa... and i like teater.. sorry to say la, aku suka layan teater, recently (dlm dua tiga thn) aku dah lama tak tgk teater, and aku rugi giler pasal suzana@60 dah abih tiket..shit..sesapa ader tiket teater lebih ajak aku weih.....

p.s: check out this site and this site too and this site after that two

2006-04-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

for old time sake

2006-03-17T23:38:00.000+08:00

duk umah pun tak baper nak best...ape nak buat daa...

p/s: happy birthday!!wish for the stars to start bright up ur day...and may time come to prove that it is real...

2006-03-02T01:37:00.000+08:00

'fuck up life'....hehe..some of the words of a thousand meanings..heheh, depends on the interpetation la kot..but diff mind diff jawapan la..but to be living life to the fullest is far from reality..and keep dreaming la mangkuk..even with the best service in town pun, tarak guna jugak maa..hehe but if u live ur life to fullest at the wrong ways, that is ur own problem, not mine,no one else, but urs..who are me to ask who are u, but when it's start to annoying me, this is when the keyboard keep kliking cam bodoh..tap tap mcam ayam patuk tah mender tah dier patuk..really keep me running keep me away from the boredom killer, hehe, like i never been killed before, lucky we have a 'secret recipe' to revive the boredom victims, and i got enough for tha time being, (hopefully la..) as for the lucky people, that their life is the so called perfect, here are an advice, don't keep falling on the same trap, don't put a fake smile and remember rules no one maa..

p/s: for those really want to know the rules no one,u are invited to stay at alam for 2 years, s.shields for maybe a year, and become a no-land-want-u-la-tak-paham-paham-ke job as a long life carier..ur as most welcome,no money back guarentee, ek?

2006-02-22T02:14:00.000+08:00

besaq?!

2006-02-22T02:10:00.000+08:00

2006-02-22T02:07:00.000+08:00

abih rock

2006-02-22T02:05:00.000+08:00

uih..mata belalang

2006-02-22T02:04:00.000+08:00

2006-02-22T02:00:00.000+08:00

the high 'mountain' of gibraltar...lawa gila di pagi hari

Alkisah...

2006-02-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

Pada satu petang yg indah,
berjalan la pembesar melayu (kut) ngan Gabenor omputih time tuh...
tetiba, terserempak le deme ngan sekumpulan orang putih yg ketika itu cuba membuat 'havoc' si satu kedai kopi...
lalu, bertanyalah si pembesar itu kepada si gabenor..''siapa kah gerangan yg cuba membuat kaco di tempat kami ini??''
gebenor itu pulak jawab'' oo..it's just a bunch of mad sailor''
''ooo...mat salleh..'' kata si pembesar itu...

hehe..memula aku dgr citer ni, rasa lawak pun ader, tp macam betul pun ye gak..pasai macam ayat go ahead ngan go astern...boleh jadi gohed ngan gostan...byk gak bahasa pasar kita dr bhs omputih dan di melayukan..tp satu yg mmg lawak, bila iron maiden disebut jadi eron maidin...

Schipol....

2006-02-08T01:10:00.000+08:00

just transit during the midday....about 15 hours...so this entry will be no one entry for my upcoming holiday...terkandas kat amsterdam lagi nih...bile le nak sampai mesia nih...

selamat ari raya...

2005-11-02T23:25:00.000+08:00

selamat ari raya, maaf zahir dan batin...aku ade kat spain la nih, so sesapa yg tgh cari aku aku tadak...so tak leh la nak bg duit raya
hahahha

2005-09-11T14:38:00.000+08:00

Isn't she lovely
Isn't she wonderfull
Isn't she precious
Less than one minute old
I never thought through love we'd be
Making one as lovely as she
But isn't she lovely made from love

Isn't she pretty
Truly the angel's best
Boy, I'm so happy
We have been heaven blessed
I can't believe what God has done
through us he's given life to one
But isn't she lovely made from love

Isn't she lovely
Life and love are the same
Life is Aisha
The meaning of her name
Londie, it could have not been done
Without you who conceived the one
That's so very lovely made from love

tawil..1440..110905

2005-09-05T12:28:00.000+08:00

Nobody knows who i really am...
I never felt this empty before...
And if i ever need someone to come along...
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?

And still the journey goes on...
Even on tranquil days so long...
And each new phase of the moon...
Shines upon my heart with boon...

So, we ofter a prayer...
waiting for a new day to share...
Until the brilliant blue sea....dries up completely.

tawil...05/09/05..1239

2005-08-18T23:46:00.000+08:00

lonely.....i'm mr lonely,
i have nobody,
for my owwnnn.....
i'm so lonely, i'm mr lonely,
i have nobody,
for my owwnnn.......

Bobby Vinton..60'

2005-08-17T09:46:00.000+08:00

huh..what a night..aku tak tau la..ape nak jadi, tah le..ikutkan hati mmg sakit..tp tah le..its seem like dekat depan ko macam byk gile masalah..sampai kan ko rasa macam down gile babi la, sebab ko asyik duk pikir macammana nak settle kan masalah ko tu..sampai satu masa ..yg ko malas nak amik peduli..tp tak boleh nak lepas tgn macam tuh ajer..a bit selfish doh..but this is what i think..pegi mampus la sama org ape yg nak diorang pikir ttg diri kita..it's not there problems...aku tau..dgn cakap macam ni, secara tak langsung aku dah mengaku kalah sebelum berjuang and for those fucker out there sure have lighten their so called 'victory cigar'..bullshit man..dunno la..but the more i think of it, the more i fell like i'm a stupid person to be...heh..aku adalah aku..so who will give a damn??..tak puas hati??yeah right..cakap belakang belakang..bile tanya secara serius, serius la jawab..jgn buang masa aku, macam ni...it's a waste of time, u know..to wait..and wait..and wait..sampai ko rasa jelek tgk muka aku pun aku sanggup tunggu, but why??aku pun tak leh nak jawab, maybe because of my kekuatan hati? or aku punya ego? or aku punya pasal la aku nak tunggu ko...but jgn sampai aku fedup asyik duk tanya soklan yg sama tiap tiap kali...ko pun fed up..apetah lagi aku..even tanya la sesapa..kalau dier asyik nak cakap mende sama tiap tiap ari pastu dapat jawapan 'sorry, no komen'.....macam mana??every person know it's limits, and i know mine because it's just ring a bell a few minutes ago..time main kita main la, time gurau , gurau, but when it come to .............kena la sirius ......yeah right..lough is the best medicine...i try it, okay, but just for a few day, maybe weeks and even better month...but when it come to a lonely time alone...u just cannot prevent ur mind to keep wandering off and play with ur so called historical moment.....trust me..i got a LOT of lonely time while i was onboard ship...nothing to do..argh..just wandering off, with a peaking of the devil to just get a puff or two...and it getting bigger and longer and sadly , yes...awfull...........

right or wrong!!??

2005-08-08T17:20:00.000+08:00

it's not always easy to do the right things, like putting someone else feelings first for a change...even it will go against what do you realy want...but of course there still always somethings turn out incredibly right...
even if you do the right things,there is no guarantee is will turn out the right way,
because even a somethings harmless like a not so funny joke, could ending up bitting you up in the ass...hehe..really man, it's really hurts.... trust me!